Wednesday, May 14
Wow, 5 months and I'm finally back to look at the previous state of my blog. Not bad, I thought I abandoned this place a year ago. Obviously I had come back just early this year to brush some dust off.
It's depressing to look at it actually. While I'm always trying to appear my utmost best when I'm behaving like a person, it's here when I look at what I'm really writing, that's the sad part. When I read my previous posts, it's as though a part of me is breaking off from reality and trying to find a place to paste itself up. Publicise itself if you would call it.
Gaining sympathy, really. Cheap empathy from people who supposedly understand the pain and suffering of, oh, the cruel cruel world. Getting at small pinches of the world's humanity touch. I guess it's pathetic. I apologise for my irrational outcries.
(Of course I know when I was writing those I really felt that way, and that's really because I was in the dumps and having all those mood swings and bad days. Basically I know I felt... crap. That's goes to show that even the most out-bursting, postive-vibes-giving person CAN have their bad hair days.)
Anyway, back to updates. I'm still on internship at the same old company (need to censor my own words) and yes, I'm glad to be finally getting out of internship, and moving on to the next stage of my life. Not without a hiatus first of course.
Planning on my biggest trip as of yet (I'm not rich, so be it) to Shanghai. The biggest reason to go there would be to visit my boyfriend (yes, free accom) and to shop like a mad woman (I need the thrill yet again). The next best thing would be stopping over at Hong Kong, so it's like one stone kill two birds thing. Yep.
Damn looking forward to setting myself free.
Posted by Isabelle at 12:18 am